Where I don't belong

This is where I don’t belong.
I drift because I don’t belong.

As the darkness in the room
begins to saturate my soul
I wonder why I am still lying here,
accompanied alone

I look deep into dependent eyes
of innocence and love
And I know I have to offer them
so much more than just

The things that make it comfortable
to live and wear a smile
But a soul that can be satisfied
on the passage of revile

This is where I don’t belong.
I drift because I don’t belong.

The emptiness fills up the space
I have reserved for them
The more they try to fill it up,
the more it hurts to live

The lie I breathe is haunting
every scrap of me that’s real
Questioning my judgment
for what’s yet to be revealed

The pressure is rising
As my motivation sits
And rots in wonder lest I blunder
worse I do permit

This is where I don’t belong
I drift because I don’t belong.

Is nobody listening?